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what to think
04:32
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I’m thinkin back to when I had your back
I’m thinking back to when you had mine
I’m thinking back to when you stood by your man
Through all the good and the bad times
Yeah i'm thinking about it
I’m thinkin about what happened
Yeah i’m thinkin about it
I’m thinkin about what’s after this
In my mind now i’m standing by your side
In my mind now you’re standing by mine
In my mind now i’m thinking back to when i shared myself
Now all my time is my time
Yeah I’m thinkin about it
One version of how it happened
Yeah i’m thinking about it
I’m thinkin about what’s after this
What's after this
I’m thinkin about what's after this
I’m thinkin back to when you had my back
I’m thinkin back to when I had yours
I’m thinking bout ‘why am I thinking about this?’
Thinking ‘What am I thinkin back for?’
Yeah i'm thinking about it
I’m thinkin about what happened
Yeah i’m thinkin about it
I’m thinkin about what’s after this
I’m thinkin about what’s after this
I’m thinkin about what’s after this
what’s after this
Yeah i’m thinkin about it
Yeah i’m thinkin about it
I’m thinkin about what’s after this
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2. |
baby
03:35
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Baby I wanna take you over and out
I wanna walk around in the world that you’ve got in your mouth
Baby you’re really makin me hungry
Wanna taste all of the taste buds that you’ve got on your tongue
Yeah baby you’re really driving me wild
I wanna run my lips along the line that traces your smile
Oh baby you’re really driving me wild
I wanna do the things to you that make you say
“Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah”
Baby you’ve got a real good look
Look like some pretty picture in a book
Baby you’re really making me sweat
Yeah you turn the heat up hotter than i’m used to
Baby i got a real hard head
And it’s thinkin bout the muscles that you’ve got inside your legs
Baby i got a real hard head
And i’ve got to do the things that make you say
“Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah”
Baby i wanna make you say
Baby i wanna make you say
Baby i wanna make you say
“Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah”
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3. |
i used to have a sweater
04:30
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It felt just like a bed
With a dent that fit my form
Warmer than a womb is wet
Yeah then I got born
I felt just like a kid
But i’m not a kid anymore
I used to know what love is
Now i’m not so sure
Things used to be better
It felt just like a bed
We’d always been together
You’ve always been here
Maybe I was wrong about those times
Maybe I was wrong about those years
It felt just like a sweater
Something warm and soft to put on
It made me feel good
Yeah now that’s done
Things used to be better
It felt just like a sweater
We’d always been together
You’ve always been here
Maybe i was wrong about those times
Maybe i was wrong about those years
But i can see time stretched out like taffy
I can hear your laughter through the floor
That used to be me that was laughing
But not anymore
I’m holding onto hope that things will get better
I’m holding onto hope that things won’t always be this bad
I’m holding onto hope that i’ll be alright without a sweater
I’m holding onto hope by a thread
I used to have a sweater
It felt just like a sweater
Not anymore
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4. |
ily irl
04:32
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ILY IRL can you tell?
When I’m around you all I wanna do is throw my phone in a well
And ring you up like a bell
ILY IDK what to say
When I’m around you all I wanna do is throw my phone away
When I’m around you all I wanna do is hit you up face to face
Wooo but don’t strike me you don’t strike me as the type that would
IRL ILY I can’t lie
When I’m around you all I wanna do is throw my phone in the sky
And close you up in my eyes
Woo but don’t strike me you don’t strike me as the type that would
Knock on wood
Wouldn’t you know I’d go crazy over somebody crazy as me?
Wouldn’t you know I’d go crazy over somebody crazy as me?
Wouldn’t you know I’d go crazy over somebody crazy as me?
Wouldn’t you know I’d go crazy over somebody crazy as me?
Goin crazy
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5. |
give it to me
04:50
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If you’ve got love
Baby give it to me
If you’ve got love
You’ve got what I need
I want your love
I want your love
If you’ve got time
Baby give it to me
What’s on your mind
Baby come clean
I want your love
I want your love
Give it to me
I want your love
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It’s another song
Bout when the love is gone
And you’re singing along
Cuz you know what it means
Cuz you’ve been there before
Looking for the door
Cuz you looked at what you’ve got and it was not what you thought it would be
Scream (if you know what I mean)
Scream (if you know what I mean)
A singer could sing a careers worth of songs
about the love that I’ve lost
And I’d sing along, especially the part where he says
“in spite of it all I’ve got what I’ve got
In spite of it all, i’ve done what i’ve done”
No one told me moving forward would be fun
A singer could string a million metaphors about you and me
How my arms were parentheses around you
And they bound you
About as well as a gull’s bound by the sea
About as well as my hand grabs at sand
No one told me moving forward would wind me up where I am
It’d get to the point where the singer would say
“That’s the last time I write a song with your name
On the tip of my tongue
This is the last one”
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7. |
what's in your mind
03:47
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And I know that what’s in my mind is in my mind
And I need to keep it to myself sometimes
And I know that some things change and some things never do
And that’s where I always messed it up with you
But you know as well as I do that some things will never change
And I know that what’s in your mind is in your mind
And I need to mind my own business sometimes
And I know that I can’t know what it’s like when I’m not around you
But that doesn’t keep me from trying to
And you know as well as I do that some things we’ll never know
At least I hope so
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I sneak out of bed without waking you up
I tell you good morning without saying as much
They say good things will come if i’m patient enough
I put a kettle on I’m making tea for two
I shut off another alarm that you’re sleeping through
I spend a minute or two thinking about me and you
Then I think about me
I pour your tea out because now it’s cold
I think about me now for an hour or so
I wonder if i’ll see you before I get old
Now the bed is empty. I guess you got out
I straighten the sheets and try and laugh about how
You never leave anything the same way that you found it
Then i think about me
I run my fingers through your hair
even though you're not there
And it feels like nothing
It feels like air
And i still sing you my songs
Even though you’re gone
And i still call out your name
Even though i know you can’t hear a thing I say
I run my hand along your arm
Even though that's hard
Because you’re no where near me
And you can’t feel me
I still made you breakfast
Even though you’ve left
I sit and watch it sit and get cold
And I think about getting old alone
I’m not crazy
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9. |
it's there
03:34
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I’m not yet an old dog barking
But I’m not still a young gun smoking
No but i still get dreams when it gets dark
And i’ve still got dreams that i’ve been keeping in my heart
But when you found me i was thinking
‘Maybe i’m all done dreaming’
Yeah when you found me i was thinking
‘Maybe i just don’t’
There’s no white horse underneath me
No blue-gray castle behind me for me to take you to
But there’s a spark theres a torch that i am raising
From a heart with a voice that won’t stop saying your name
But when you found me i was thinking
“Maybe my heart’s all done talking”
Yeah i was thinking
“Maybe his voice is all gone”
Yeah i was thinking
“Maybe he’s never talked at all”
But that was before you found me baby
But you found me now
Now i know I was wrong
Cuz it’s there
and it’s saying your name
And it’s saying it over and over and over and over
My heart’s there
And it’s saying your name
And it’s saying it over and over and over and over
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10. |
baby, hold on
04:00
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I can tell by the way that you’re looking at me
That you’re wondering if i’m the man that you had thought me to be
And I can tell by the way that your gaze is wandering
That you’re weighing the pros and cons
of letting go and holding on a little longer
Baby hold on
I can tell by the way that you’re looking around
That you’re wondering if something’s changed
or you just didn’t see it clear til now
You’re wondering what list to put this on
“Things you’re glad you did”
Or
“Things that you think you shouldn’t have done”
Baby hold on
Baby hold on
Let your knuckles go white with the want of calling me “my man” a little longer
Let your tongue go slack at the thought of having any other name on it
Let your body want for my weight let your heart beat a little stronger
Baby hold on to me
I’ll change
I’ll change
I’ll change
I’ll change
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11. |
raking it in
03:41
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I know that you don’t know me but I know what I’m about
And I’m standing right beside you (look over there)
I know that you don’t know me but I know what I’m about
And I’m standing right beside you
Yeah here I am just standing there
Just me and my mind
And i’m standing right beside you (baby take your time)
Yeah here I am just standing there
Just me and my mind
And i’m standing right beside you
I might not be your man, but I’m a man
standing right beside you if you need to just turn my way
I might not be your man, but I’m a man
standing right beside you if you need one
If you need one
I’m a guy that you can turn to
If you need one
Can I be the one?
Can I be the one?
Can I be the one that you turn to
If you need someone?
Now people clap your hands
If you know what it’s like
To be there for someone
Now tell me how am I doing?
Am I doing alright?
Being the guy
(is he doing alright?)
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12. |
i hope you stay around
06:45
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The world is filled with darkness
And it gets darker every day
It’s hard not to let my heart harden
And it gets harder and harder to feel ok
I start to slip
Either I’m getting older or it’s gotten colder than it was before
The world spins so fast I lost my grip
But you hold me
And you make me warm
I know I’m strange
I know I go so deep inside I can’t see out
I know I shut the door so hard sometimes it shakes the house
I know I close up so tight but baby deep down
I know you’ll show me the way out
I hope you stay around
A light goes off when you walk away
It comes back on when you come back
I’m not saying I’m filled with darkness
But whatever I am, you make me brighter than that
You make me better
You make me whole
And I swear I’ll never never never never let you down
If you never let me go
I know I’m strange
I know I go so deep inside I can’t see out
I know I shut the door so hard sometimes it shakes the house
I know I close up so tight but baby deep down
I know you’ll show me the way out
I hope you stay around
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