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NEED MORE TIME?

by Julian Bozeman

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1.
Hello, Day 03:32
I wave hello to the day it blinks its eyes and sighs and i'm feeling the same way the sun is here i wipe off my mirror and empty the ashtray the sun gets hauled up on its chain and its light smashes its way through my window pane and i'm tryin to find the edges of whats real and whats in my brain whats in my brain my big brain i wave hello to the truth everything's illuminated and i'm thinking about my youth i'm thinking about the past while i'm standing in my bedroom yeah i dont know what it's all about but one thing i do know is you gotta watch out cuz this old world can turn you around cuz i've been turned around and i'm standing in the future too cuz i'm trying not to get stuck in time like i used to do time time time time time "how do you feel?" thanks for asking i really gotta say it feels good being alive i'm so lucky i'm not a dead guy i feel good today "why do you feel so good today?" again thanks for asking and here's why "why?" because i get to listen to the saxophone play
2.
The Vibe 04:26
I woke up in the dirt different day same shirt and if you've ever spent a day on earth than you know what i mean yeah you know what i mean i'm waitin on my ride my phone just died i'm not sad i'm just tired and if you've ever been alive then i'm sure you know the vibe do you know the vibe? do you know the vibe? if you've ever been alive then i'm sure you know it yeah i'm sure you know it i'm standing in my room again staring at my phone in my hand and if you've ever been alone when you needed a friend then i am where you've been yeah i am where you've been older man new year different face same mirror and if i had a drop to drink then maybe i could summon up a tear for the ocassion do you know what i'm saying when i say "i'm too tired to keep playing"? now i'm lookin in the mirror saying "don't give up on me, no! I know you're tired too tired to keep playing you know i've been alive you know i know the vibe" i know you know what i'm saying when i'm saying that i'm looking in the mirror saying "don't be a baby, baby! don't give up on me, no, don't let me down i'm sick of the vibe as much as the next guy but i'm sticking around for now so don't go giving up on me, baby!" if you've ever been alive yeah if you've ever been alive then i'm sure you know the vibe do you know the vibe? do you know the vibe? if you've ever been alive
3.
People Like 02:54
all the kings their shadows fall onto the people standing by who seem to measure about as tall whose pockets don't fit quite as wide whose gold doesn't shine so bright whose hair isn't trimmed so tight it looks so perfect day and night people like you and me all the dolls their scented skin tempts the nostrils as they pass of those of us looking in as though through sheets of plated glass people who can't keep up quite as much as they might have liked with tired eyes and appetites people like you and me
4.
I can't tell the difference between the things that i do and the things that i don't need with me it just always gets blurred my eyes lack the scope and my mouth doesn't know which words to say it doesn't know which words to say my mind it shrinks and it grows i know what to think and then i think i'm wrong about things i think i know sometimes i need to take five to get it together sometimes i feel so alive and alone this is the rate at which the days click by this is the rate at which the weeks get swallowed five four three two one then you're done then your guess is as good as mine five four three two one then i wonder what's gonna follow after that i can almost see the stars from my yard i can almost see the sky from the place where i spend most of my time i can almost see the world from where i'm setting but being where i am is one of those things i always forget to do what about you? what about you? do you feel crazy sometimes? does it all make you feel crazy sometimes...running out of time? do you feel weird just being here? we're all right here i'm right here running out of time running out of time this is the rate at which the days click by this is the rate at which the weeks get swallowed i wanna go with you but i don't know if i have time i wanna go with you but what's gonna follow after that? i might be wrong i think i'm changing i think it's been happening this whole time i know that it might sound strange to hear me say it but sometimes i think i might be right this time my mind my mind it isn't easy my mind my mind it doesn't help my mind won't tell me the difference between what i do and what it does to myself "sometimes i feel like things are changing" i hear people say that all the time i don't know what my problem is i'm always trying to deny it but sometimes people can be right
5.
Special 04:03
this dog ain't mine it just sits by my side so don't tell me to put a leash around it cuz it aint mine i ain't tied to no one i ain't tied to no one no, no one and i don't want no one tied on to me i don't control where anybody goes and i can't be held accountable for any choices that they chose i ain't claimin no one i ain't claimin no one oh, no one and i don't want no one making claim of me there ain't a sentence worth finishing there ain't a bank account worth mentioning there ain't an invention that ain't just an extension of something else so don't call me special cuz they've seen it all before "yeah we've seen it all before" your grass ain't greener and mine ain't either and i'm not trying to wind up on either end of a pointing finger i ain't callin on no one i ain't callin on no one oh, no one and i don't want no one calling on to me i'm not afraid of mussing my father's name cuz he told me "boy, i'm alone. and i think of you the same way" i ain't claimin no one i ain't claimin no one no, no one and i don't want no one making claim of me there ain't a leader's eyes worth looking through there ain't a place or time to turn back to to get us through what we got ourselves into to get us out and it's the same all over cuz they've seen it all before "yeah we've seen it all before"
6.
It's nobody's blues but mine i know that's why i'm staying inside tonite cuz i don't wanna bother anybody with my troubles and it's nothing to do with anyone around me thats why i'm keeping my mouth shut about it but you know what i mean when i say "the skin's thin on a bubble" (bubbles break) my lips part and words start pouring out of my heart like my blood saying "it's draining when you give love without getting love" I know it's just a part of getting older i'm lit by the light of my television screen my mouth on the mic of the telephone receiver my breath through the phone like the cars going by my window that with the sound of my buzzing machine don't beat the touch of a human being you know me i like being together with someone else i know it's just a part of getting older
7.
i tried to change myself "let's just say it didn't work out" that's what i say when people ask about it yeah that's what i do i tried to change my mind let's just say i thought this time i might it turned out the same as the last few times i tried "let's just say nothing happened" i tried to change
8.
(take the same steps) i give myself a round of applause just because and just because i've got hands i'm walking like a dog i call myself a man i swear to god sometimes i feel like i'm my own best friend i give myself so many chances to get the right answer that's what i'm allowed to do and i'm going to try again since it's all the same to you cuz either you're the dog or you're the hoop its jumping through bad guy i've got to not be a bad guy cuz it's a mans mans world and i just feel like that just don't feel right hard time i've got to give myself a hard time cuz it's a mans mans mans mans mans mans world and everything's gonna be fine for me even if it shouldn't be i give myself a pat with my hand say "my bad" to my mom cuz i've been walking in the steps of all the men before yeah i've been stepping on the cracks since before my dad was born i take his steps he takes the rest dog in the dust claps for hisself is this as good as it gets right and the left walk like you said don't do what you did, man
9.
Slow Down 03:06
the door stands open like a gaping toothless tongueless mouth the pane sits in the window frame like a silent frozen up-turned lake and if you can tell the difference between my reflection and my face you're a better man than i am the coffin stands open like an empty pack of cigarettes smoke comes out of the chimney goes up into the mouths of the clouds and if you can tell the difference between the two now you're a better man than i am show me a smile as big as my frown is you know that the telephone lines know us better than we know ourselves show me a hole as deep as my heart is you know that the world is just another thing that's spinning in circles round and round it's high time we check ourselves and slow down
10.
Sometimes 03:42
sometimes you've just got to let go like an unfinished smoke like an unfinished joke like the sun sitting so close to the world you could almost see it all catch flame sometimes you gotta let go sometimes you gotta walk away sometimes you've just got to let go of the thing that you're holding let it sink down below when there's holes in the boat understand it ain't much of a boat anymore sometimes you gotta let go sometimes you gotta swim to shore sometimes you've gotta act like you are tough like you can swim to the surface like you can keep it together perfect even though you know you're losing everything you know sometimes you've got to leave unfinished sunsets one less ain't gonna make that much big a difference in the end sometimes you've gotta make like you can roll like the world is just some place where we all go before we're gone sometimes

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released January 2, 2020

Jeff Tobias - saxophone (1, 8)
Margot - Additional Vocals (6)
Patrick S Bozeman - Additional Yawn (1)
Ramon - Additional Vocals (6)
Sarah Conarro - Additional Vocals (6, 8, 9, 10)

Vocal mixing by Patrick S Bozeman.
Cover art by John Michael Boling.
Photo by Sarah Conarro.

Written, arranged, produced and recorded by Julian Bozeman at Dreamers Welcome in Brooklyn, NY.

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